So last week I let myself be over my ex and try to move on. There was a guy that I had been talking to a bit. We followed each other on every social media possible and texted frequently. He lives in a different city than me so we don’t see each other.
But he came up near my city and invited me to spend the day with him. We went for drinks and then just chilled at his until we had sex. I didn’t blame the sex and wasn’t really wanting to but got so caught up in it and it felt good! We kept talking afterwards so I wasn’t too concerned that I was a fuck buddy.
Then I went down to his city for a gay pride weekend. The first day I was there he came over on his lunch break to fuck me. Which again was fun but I didn’t just want to sleep with this guy. We discussed potentially catching up that night but he had a late work commitment so I told him not to worry and asked if we were still on for dinner and drinks on Friday.
He said we were but then 8pm on Friday he said he had just finished work and was feeling sick and went home. So I got totally blown off but he said he would message me to meet the next day. Well that never happened, we didn’t see each other the rest of the weekend.
Our communication has severely lessened since then. I just feel cheap and used when I had actually allowed myself to feel again. If were just to be fuck buddies thats fine, I can deal with that but we never spoke like that was to be it. So I dunno, I wanna ask him whats the deal but I don’t want to come across as needy. He still likes my activities on social media so it just seems weird to do that if all you wanted was a fuck buddy.
Do I just need to see what happens next time I am down in his city or do I leave it?